a farmer’s morn…

there’s a rooster here
that’s been cock a doodle do-ing
for close to an hour

apparently he’s confused
about morning

it wasn’t the rooster that woke me though
it was a dream about a vampire
lord tundering I need to stop dreaming
blood and guts and gore

well – a vampire dream
and a dump truck

here’s a thing I don’t understand

all over the place
there’s construction going on
and quite often it starts
going on
between 6 and 7AM
in an attempt to keep
the construction workers
from suffering
from the heat of the afternoon
in the summer

but wtf about the people
still sleeping between
6 and 7AM?
is their rest less important
than the construction of roads
the mowing of parks
the building of houses?

I don’t know
what I do know is that a dump truck
rumbled by at precisely 6AM
some construction worker
that lives down the road
and roused me out of that
post vampire sleepy
and the rooster
has kept me up since

I laid in bed
close to an hour
and I think I finally
have mapped out in my mind
my next tattoo
an homage to who and what I am
and to Rachael Lee…

now all I need do it speak to the Spark
to get it done!

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I need it…

it is the oddest thing
to look up from what you are doing
and realize
that the wet on your face
is actually
your own tears

I didn’t even realize
that I was crying

there are so many things
to be happy about in my life
friends – far and wide
family – here and far
a 3.5lb heat seeking love machine
the sky is blue
the sun is shining
my family is mostly healthy
I’m as healthy as I’m gonna get
for an old bald broad eh?

I’m going for a drive…
headed to the farm
some forest and field work
is in store for me

in spite of the fact
that I desperately need
to find a job
I need more than even
to connect with nature
and family

I really really need it.

 

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