I gotta say
I’m some kinda glad
to see the end
of this week
Tuesday I spent the day
with my father
at the Cancer Clinic
he has Adenocarcinoma
a cancer of the lung
specifically found in
non smokers
and women
he has a 4.5cm tumor
and nodes in both lungs
this cancer
is ineligible for radiation
and even if he’d do it
(and he’s not interested)
he can’t have chemo
as he has an enlarged aorta
and chemo would likely kill him
we left the clinic that day
with a ballpark
diagnosis of “about a year”
he’s very interested in
his quality of life
over quantity
and I’m intent
on helping him get that
whether I agree
with his decisions
or not
they also told him
that there is some new
wonder drug
called Gefitinib
(I kid you not)
that has had hugely
positive results
in people with his type
of cancer
however – only 10%
of cancer patient
have the right genetic makeup
to handle the drug
and chances were slim
that’d he’d fit the criteria
so yesterday
I went to see
my new rheumatologist
who is helping me get my pain
under control
and whom led me to
an appointment
with an endocrinologist
with amazing results
I was feeling pretty good
and then today
we found out
that Dad qualifies
for Gefitinib!!
I feel kinda like
I’m peepin
the light
at the end of the tunnel
I hope and pray
it ain’t a train!