lost
drifting
unfocused
sounds travel around me
nothing affects my soul
hard to catch my breath
even my necklace feels too heavy
on my chest
what’s this all about?
blue sky
no sadness
kinda numb
can’t concentrate
can’t rest
can’t think
can’t brain
no zen
that’s for sure
was it but a month ago
I felt grounded
sound
happy?
but wait!
wasn’t it just last week?
wasn’t I happy last week??
I wait
with baited breath
for the other shoe
to fall
I wait
with anticipation
and dread
I wait
for the muck
to clear
for what?
