I sent this to Louie in an email this morning
and thought I’d post it here too…
I’ll betcha money
that people weren’t just being malicious last year…
I think they just don’t think.
no?
I’m thinking
that my days of believing
that people will do
the right thing
are gone…
I have this understanding
that I’m gonna have to
take people by the hand
and show them wtf I want
going forward.
last night
I got in the car at 12:30
and came back to Digger’s
just me and Pixie..
the night was gorgeous…
crisp and clear – frosty
…looking at all the stars was just so wonderful…
there I was in complete silence
just me and the earth and the stars…
I had a couple of moments
of real thankfulness
and clarity
around making it thru 2010
with whats left of my sanity…
and the start of 2011…
then my ears decided
that they might fall off
from the cold
so I went into the trailer
and climbed between the sheets…
slept till 8:00AM!
I don’t know why…
but I’m quite hopeful at the moment
2010 ended well for me
and 2011 feels
like there may be something nice in store
course…
I’ve been wrong before eh?
LoL
and I’m here by myself at the moment…
so really?
…what’s to fuck up LoL
