disillusioned

today I feel disillusioned

I’m disillusioned at being 52 years of age
and not having a home where I can relax
no…I’ve gotta live next door to the
Voodoo God and the Screechin Bitch

I’m disillusioned at being 52 years of age
and not having a retirement package
I lost it when Danny left with all my savings
and 2 HD’s a truck and a trailer
and I know I’m never gonna see a red cent
so I should suck it up….

I’m disillusioned at being 52 years of age
and not having a car
the $100.00 kicked the bucket and now I’m car less
and can’t afford car payments while supporting the VOD

I’m disillusioned at being 52 years of age
and living with my mommy
I know that she needs it…
but couldn’t the bother or the blister take a turn?

I’m disillusioned at being 52 years of age
and having a job where the boss
couldn’t organize a blow job in a whore house

I’m disillusioned at being 52 years of age
and not being able to rely on the people I work with as professionals
apparently I should “check their work”
WTF?

yup….
today….
I’m just plain old disillusioned