memory is such an odd tool
\nhaving conversations with old friends<\/p>\n\n\n\n
someone tells me that they were afaid of me when we first met
\nwho knew?
\nI was such a tough broad
\nlittle did they know
\nthat I used it to cover my own insecurities<\/p>\n\n\n\n
there’s something about
\nthe wind in the trees
\nthat attracts me
\ncomforts me
\nmakes me happy<\/p>\n\n\n\n
even in a group
\nI am still alone
\nthe real question is\u2026
\ndo I like it like that?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pixie saves me from myself
\nalways
\nagain
\nwhatever did I do
\nbefore this little black dog?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
read a book
\nlisten to the trees talk
\nrefresh
\nrenew
\nregenrerate
\nrecharge<\/p>\n\n\n\n
LIfe is good!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sun peaking through leaves
\nmakes my heart happpy!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Gentle breeze before the intense summer heat
\n“Summer breeze makes me feel fine\u2026”<\/p>\n\n\n\n
floatsum hanging from spider webs
\nbirds chirp
\nperfect summer morn
\nno time, no interet, no phone
\nit could be early
\nit could be late
\nnot a care in the world<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I smell bacon!
\nthe wind has chnaged direction
\nPixie is napping
\non the picnic table
\nI read and focus on nothing<\/p>\n\n\n\n
voices carry
\ni’m with a group
\nbut alone
\nand calmer than I have been in months
\nHow wonderful!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Even the sounds of logging trucks
\ndo not really interrupt me
\nalthought the iea that the are
\nclear cutting out here sure does<\/p>\n\n\n\n
This is not like Gathering fr me
\nthese are not the people I love
\nmy tribe
\nthey are people I like though
\nI don’t know them well enough to love them
\nand that’s good<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I wnt to be more like a puppy
\nable to just curl up and slep
\nwhenever, where ever<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Wasps
\nnear my trailer
\ngotta tell
\nTrina!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
memory is such an odd tool having conversations with old friends someone tells me that they were afaid of me when we first met who knew? I was such a tough broad little did they know that I used it … Continue reading