here’s the thing…
\nit’s been 2+ years since I was in here regularly<\/p>\n
I’ve been reading about Ryder Carroll’s Bullet Journalling (BuJo)
\nfor at least a year
\nlike most people
\nI got hung up in the ideaology of supplies
\nand the pretty I’m not practiced enough
\nto compete<\/p>\n
but I think what I need to do
\nis just jump in
\nto find some way to write again
\neven if it’s just a minimalist
\nlist of things
\nto clear my head<\/p>\n
Too much has hapenned…
\nI’ve been off work since June of 2015
\nI’d reached a medical nexus
\nthe perfect storm
\nas it were<\/p>\n
I’ve since lost my car, my savings and my retirement
\nit’s all gone<\/p>\n
soon I may lose my home
\nit is what it is eh?<\/p>\n
I’m unable to get a job
\nas I no longer have wheels
\nand the local transit
\nis not effectual in my area
\nwhich means no one while
\na person
\nthat can’t work evenings
\nor weekends<\/p>\n
it’s my own private
\ncatch 22<\/p>\n
the good news is that I’ve lost more than 50 lbs
\nand I physically feel
\nbetter than I have in 30 years
\nI’m getting well
\neach and every day!
\nand my family
\nis trying to rescue me
\nin spite of myself<\/p>\n
if I can just hold on
\ntill the New Year
\nit will get better…
\nbecause
\nthere is no alternative
\nright?
\nbecause 2018 is going to be stellar
\nright?<\/p>\n
I think besides writing again
\nto organize my brain…<\/p>\n
I’m also thinking
\nI may start writing stories again
\neven if I don’t seem to have a
\nbasis of comparrison\/reference
\nbecause I currently
\nclosely resemble
\nthe definitive house mouse LoL<\/p>\n
because as Ryder Carroll says:
\n“time is not a renewable resource
\nwe can\u2019t make time
\nwe can only take time”<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
here’s the thing… it’s been 2+ years since I was in here regularly I’ve been reading about Ryder Carroll’s Bullet Journalling (BuJo) for at least a year like most people I got hung up in the ideaology of supplies and … Continue reading