{"id":7957,"date":"2017-05-04T11:07:01","date_gmt":"2017-05-04T18:07:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/?p=7957"},"modified":"2017-05-04T11:07:01","modified_gmt":"2017-05-04T18:07:01","slug":"here-i-go-again","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/?p=7957","title":{"rendered":"&#8230;.here i go again"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Everyone says: &#8220;If you need anything, don&#8217;t hesitate, I&#8217;ll be there for you &#8220;. I&#8217;m going to make a bet, without being pessimistic, that many people won&#8217;t really know what that means&#8230;Mental Health Awareness Week May 1-7<\/p>\n<p>People shouldn&#8217;t have to know what it feels like to suffer from mental health issues&#8230; often times as a result of things they have absolutely no control over.<\/p>\n<p>In 2015 I started making obvious mistakes in my job&#8230; as it got worse my PTSD got worse and my stress levels were postal&#8230; in June I went off on what was supposed to be a brief medical leave&#8230;since then it&#8217;s been discovered that as a result of a lifetime of taking large amount of medications aimed at making my life better from my autoimmune&#8217;s and coupled with the fact that I have over my lifetime suffered more than a dozen serious concussions I have developed some pretty serious brain changes brain changes that cost me my job in 2015 and again this month.<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t know what will happen I know that I am a little desperate right now but I also know that nothing I can do will change the fact that I have (amount many health issues) mental health issues.<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;don&#8217;t be mean&#8230;don&#8217;t be hurtful&#8230;don&#8217;t laugh&#8230;be kind&#8230;.be understanding<\/p>\n<p>Be aware&#8230;mental health issues are not something we choose, they are something that happens for a myriad of reasons most often with no control<\/p>\n<p>There has to be something out there that this tired old beat up brain can do&#8230;I&#8217;m not giving up&#8230;I fought too long and too hard to get here.<\/p>\n<p>Mental Health Awareness Week May 1-7 <\/p>\n<p>Peace\ud83d\udc9a<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Everyone says: &#8220;If you need anything, don&#8217;t hesitate, I&#8217;ll be there for you &#8220;. I&#8217;m going to make a bet, without being pessimistic, that many people won&#8217;t really know what that means&#8230;Mental Health Awareness Week May 1-7 People shouldn&#8217;t have &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/?p=7957\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7957","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7957","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=7957"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7957\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7958,"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7957\/revisions\/7958"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=7957"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=7957"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=7957"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}