for the first time
\nin my life
\nthere is no fall back
\nno pocket to pull from
\ntruly nothing left<\/p>\n
I try and try
\nto remain positive
\nto pretend to be
\nscarlett…
\n“Tomorrow is another day”<\/p>\n
but I’m honestly
\nat my wits end<\/p>\n
just how the fuck
\nam I going to
\nmake it through
\nthis mess
\nthis time?<\/p>\n
in spite of feeling
\nso much better
\nfor the first time
\nin many years<\/p>\n
I’m stymied
\nI stand to lose
\nit all<\/p>\n
at what price?<\/p>\n
I’m afraid.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
for the first time in my life there is no fall back no pocket to pull from truly nothing left I try and try to remain positive to pretend to be scarlett… “Tomorrow is another day” but I’m honestly at … Continue reading