profound thought of the day<\/p>\n
you can read
\nas many
\nmotivational quotes
\nposters
\nthoughts
\nand books<\/p>\n
as you want<\/p>\n
in the end
\nyour choices
\ncan be
\nremoved
\nfrom you
\nby your disease
\nor diseases<\/p>\n
I’m having
\nwhat seems to be
\na new and improved
\nCrohn’s attack…<\/p>\n
I can not
\nat any given time
\nbe more than 5 paces
\nfrom the restroom
\nbecause
\nof what is expelling out
\nboth ends of me…<\/p>\n
I need groceries
\ncan’t leave the vicinity
\nof the rest room<\/p>\n
I want to do housework
\nI can’t stand
\nlong enough
\nwithout
\nthrowing up<\/p>\n
I want to read
\nI can’t sit up
\nlong enough
\nwithout
\nthrowing up<\/p>\n
I need to do laundry
\nI can’t leave the vicinity
\nof the rest room<\/p>\n
I get up every morning
\nwith firm resolve
\nto change my day
\nand I can’t make it
\nthrough breakfast
\nwithout being challenged
\nby my body<\/p>\n
without my body
\nstaging a revolt.<\/p>\n
I can’t even go to work<\/p>\n
I thought this was the flu
\nand it’s not<\/p>\n
the more bored
\nand stressed
\nI get
\nthe worse my symptoms<\/p>\n
I can’t even cry
\ncos that moves up the
\nexpelling process
\nexponentially
\n(if you get
\nmy drift?)<\/p>\n
people wonder
\nwhere my depression
\ncomes from?<\/p>\n
they ought to try
\nendless days
\nof laying on the couch
\nor in bed
\nwaiting for the next
\nbout
\nwhile other people
\nhave lives..
\nvisit..
\nwork…<\/p>\n
they ought to try
\nendless days
\nof daytime tv
\nI can only read
\nso many books
\nlaying on my side…<\/p>\n
they ought to try
\nCrohn’s for one day<\/p>\n
I’d bet good money
\nthey’d give it back….<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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