lost
\ndrifting
\nunfocused<\/p>\n
sounds travel around me
\nnothing affects my soul<\/p>\n
hard to catch my breath
\neven my necklace feels too heavy
\non my chest<\/p>\n
what’s this all about?<\/p>\n
blue sky
\nno sadness
\nkinda numb
\ncan’t concentrate
\ncan’t rest
\ncan’t think
\ncan’t brain<\/p>\n
no zen
\nthat’s for sure<\/p>\n
was it but a month ago
\nI felt grounded
\nsound
\nhappy?<\/p>\n
but wait!
\nwasn’t it just last week?
\nwasn’t I happy last week??<\/p>\n
I wait
\nwith baited breath
\nfor the other shoe
\nto fall<\/p>\n
I wait
\nwith anticipation
\nand dread<\/p>\n
I wait
\nfor the muck
\nto clear<\/p>\n
for what?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
lost drifting unfocused sounds travel around me nothing affects my soul hard to catch my breath even my necklace feels too heavy on my chest what’s this all about? blue sky no sadness kinda numb can’t concentrate can’t rest can’t … Continue reading