{"id":7577,"date":"2012-03-05T21:28:06","date_gmt":"2012-03-06T05:28:06","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/174.120.3.99\/~bdbetty1\/wyzwmnsworld\/?p=7577"},"modified":"2012-03-05T21:32:28","modified_gmt":"2012-03-06T05:32:28","slug":"im-still-gonna-try","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/?p=7577","title":{"rendered":"I&#8217;m still gonna try&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>did ya ever wonder<br \/>\nwhat it is<br \/>\nthat made you<br \/>\nthe way you are?<\/p>\n<p>how did I end up such a romantic?<br \/>\nhow did I end up a crier?<br \/>\nhow did I end up with a firm resolve towards kindness<br \/>\nin spite of the life I&#8217;ve lived,<br \/>\nthe people I&#8217;ve encountered?<\/p>\n<p>how&#8217;d this happen to me<br \/>\nwhen it didn&#8217;t to so many others?<\/p>\n<p>what&#8217;s the difference?<br \/>\nwhat causes it?<\/p>\n<p>what makes me want to believe in the good<br \/>\nwhen so many don&#8217;t, can&#8217;t, won&#8217;t?<\/p>\n<p>what makes me trust<br \/>\nuntil proven I shouldn&#8217;t<br \/>\nas opposed to starting out<br \/>\nfrom a negative standpoint?<\/p>\n<p>what is it that makes me believe<br \/>\nthat love and kindness<br \/>\nwill eventually win over<br \/>\neven the most<br \/>\njaded<br \/>\ncruel<br \/>\npeople I encounter.<\/p>\n<p>I must be a glutton for punishment&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>nevertheless<br \/>\nI&#8217;m still gonna be<br \/>\na romantic<br \/>\nthat weeps<br \/>\nwhen affected by<br \/>\nthe beauty<br \/>\nor the anguish<br \/>\nof life<\/p>\n<p>all the hate,<br \/>\nanger,<br \/>\nmeanness,<br \/>\ncruelty,<br \/>\nand judgement<br \/>\nI encounter<br \/>\nmay make me stumble<\/p>\n<p>and still<br \/>\nI will try<br \/>\nto follow<br \/>\nthis path<br \/>\nI find myself on&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>did ya ever wonder what it is that made you the way you are? how did I end up such a romantic? how did I end up a crier? how did I end up with a firm resolve towards kindness &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/?p=7577\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7577","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7577","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=7577"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7577\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7582,"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7577\/revisions\/7582"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=7577"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=7577"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=7577"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}