what you did to me
\nwas cruel
\nand unconscionable<\/p>\n
it was purposefully mean…<\/p>\n
and the epitome
\nof the opposite
\nof everything
\nyou profess
\nto dislike
\nabout the world<\/p>\n
you who pride yourself
\non your communication skills<\/p>\n
you who tout your caring and compassion
\nlike armor
\nand make demands of everyone else
\nto do the same<\/p>\n
you who has spent thousands of hours
\nand thousands of dollars
\nto educate yourself
\nin an attempt to make yourself
\nbetter, good enough, accepted, loved.<\/p>\n
you.did.this.<\/p>\n
well here’s a surprise
\nfor you<\/p>\n
I forgive you<\/strong><\/p>\n I was sick you knew me well enough in the end I eventually realized I learned so very much much about what I do want I appreciate that for I’m better now now please<\/p>\n forgive yourself what you did to me was cruel and unconscionable it was purposefully mean… and the epitome of the opposite of everything you profess to dislike about the world you who pride yourself on your communication skills you who tout your … Continue reading
\nand I was tired
\nand I was afraid<\/p>\n
\nto land on the things
\nI both feared and loved
\nthe most
\nand as a result
\nI let those things
\ngovern me
\nI let those fears
\nhold me hostage
\nand in turn got sicker<\/p>\n
\nyou did me a favor
\nyou gave me a new beginning
\nand no matter what happens
\nI know
\nI am better away from you<\/p>\n
\nthat I am
\nboth loved and lovable<\/p>\n
\nfrom you…<\/p>\n
\nand what I don’t want
\nto be
\nas a human being<\/p>\n
\nwhat it is<\/p>\n
\nand I’m moving on<\/p>\n
\nand do the same.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"