I’ve been thinking a lot about writing
\nthese last few days<\/p>\n
and wondering why I’m not…
\nguess that will do
\nas a subject matter eh?<\/p>\n
I wonder why I’ve not finished “the story”?
\nI’ve not even finished moving the whole thing
\nover here…<\/p>\n
I wonder if it’s medication
\nor lack of inspiration
\nor just plain laziness<\/p>\n
or is it the fear that
\nshould I write
\nwhat I really have to say
\nthe whole family
\nand the friends and acquaintances
\nwill quit talking to me
\nand I’ll be even more lonely?<\/p>\n
the fadder suggests
\nI should go into business for myself
\nand he thinks I would have a great career
\nin writing
\nHarlequin Romances<\/p>\n
I’m not so much
\ninto the whole “throbbing member” genre
\nbut the fadder suggests
\nthat the genre has changed over the years
\nand I oughta be writing that shit
\nmaybe he’s right<\/p>\n
the blister suggests
\nthat there’s got to be a place
\nfor my particular kind of whacky sci-fi fantasy romance
\nkinda shyte
\nand for the story of my life
\nbefore I retired from it
\nall sick and shyte
\nand maybe she’s right?<\/p>\n
a friend suggests
\na writing workshop
\nand maybe she’s right<\/p>\n
a long lost friend
\nreconnected with
\nas recently as yesterday
\nposts a comment
\nabout waiting for a book
\nmaybe she’s right<\/p>\n
all I know
\nis that I’ve missed being in here
\nand I think
\nI’m finally getting to feeling well enough
\nto start again….<\/p>\n
I just don’t know on what
\nyet
\nLoL<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I’ve been thinking a lot about writing these last few days and wondering why I’m not… guess that will do as a subject matter eh? I wonder why I’ve not finished “the story”? I’ve not even finished moving the whole … Continue reading