{"id":1826,"date":"2009-06-12T15:31:00","date_gmt":"2009-06-12T22:31:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/beltdrivebetty.com\/wyzwmnsworld\/?p=1826"},"modified":"2010-09-29T18:25:07","modified_gmt":"2010-09-30T01:25:07","slug":"the-exile-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/?p=1826","title":{"rendered":"the exile"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-size:130%;\"><span style=\"font-weight: bold;\">is over<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: bold;\">I&#8217;ve had my say <\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-weight: bold;\">for the most part<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-weight: bold;\">in venues I needed to<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: bold;\">I don&#8217;t know if anything <\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-weight: bold;\">was accomplished<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-weight: bold;\">I somehow doubt<\/p>\n<p><\/span><span style=\"font-weight: bold;\">anything has really changed<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-weight: bold;\">except me<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: bold;\">but I said much of what I needed to<br \/>whether or not anyone agreed<br \/>probably doesn&#8217;t really matter anymore<br \/><\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-weight: bold;\">there was a kind of heat surrounding<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-weight: bold;\">my need to address things<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-weight: bold;\">and it&#8217;s gone now<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: bold;\">it&#8217;s been replaced <\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-weight: bold;\">by a deep deep<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-weight: bold;\">sadness<\/p>\n<p><\/span><span style=\"font-weight: bold;\">a great feeling of loss<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-weight: bold;\">for what once was<\/p>\n<p>for the first time in a<br \/>long long time<br \/>I don&#8217;t have<br \/>a feeling of anticipation<br \/>about anything<\/p>\n<p>I just feel<br \/>dreary<br \/>slightly ill<br \/>and<br \/>sad.<br \/><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>is over I&#8217;ve had my say for the most partin venues I needed to I don&#8217;t know if anything was accomplishedI somehow doubt anything has really changedexcept me but I said much of what I needed towhether or not anyone &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/?p=1826\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1826","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1826","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1826"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1826\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4227,"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1826\/revisions\/4227"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1826"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1826"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1826"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}