{"id":1650,"date":"2008-06-11T08:14:00","date_gmt":"2008-06-11T15:14:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/beltdrivebetty.com\/wyzwmnsworld\/?p=1650"},"modified":"2010-09-29T18:27:16","modified_gmt":"2010-09-30T01:27:16","slug":"1650","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/?p=1650","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\">Do not mistake my quiet<br \/>or lack of response<br \/>for acquiescence<\/p>\n<p>Do not mistake my sadness<br \/>for weakness<br \/>or lack of knowing myself.<\/p>\n<p>You read my posts<br \/>with your eyes<br \/>and your heart<\/p>\n<p>You see my words<br \/>As they mirror you<\/p>\n<p>You hear<br \/>in my story<br \/>Your story<\/p>\n<p>There is sameness<br \/>But we are not the same<\/p>\n<p>My immediate response<br \/>Is one of anger<\/p>\n<p>But I know that is because<br \/>You\u2019ve hurt me<\/p>\n<p>I find it hard to reconcile hurt<br \/>It always brings me to anger<br \/>And my anger often becomes violence<\/p>\n<p>Many times I have told you<br \/>That I am not ready<br \/>That I can not yet do<br \/>what you have done<\/p>\n<p>Many times you\u2019ve offered<br \/>And many times I\u2019ve said no<\/p>\n<p>And still you persist<\/p>\n<p>Your dream<br \/>Is not my dream<\/p>\n<p>In the end<br \/>All you\u2019ve done is hurt me&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>In the light of day<br \/>I know you didn\u2019t mean to<\/p>\n<p>But you did.<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\"><br \/>And now I must find a way<br \/>to deal with the elephant<br \/>in the room<\/p>\n<p>Please stop.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Do not mistake my quietor lack of responsefor acquiescence Do not mistake my sadnessfor weaknessor lack of knowing myself. You read my postswith your eyesand your heart You see my wordsAs they mirror you You hearin my storyYour story There &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/?p=1650\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1650","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1650","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1650"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1650\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4579,"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1650\/revisions\/4579"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1650"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1650"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1650"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}