{"id":1649,"date":"2008-06-10T20:39:00","date_gmt":"2008-06-11T03:39:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/beltdrivebetty.com\/wyzwmnsworld\/?p=1649"},"modified":"2010-09-29T18:27:16","modified_gmt":"2010-09-30T01:27:16","slug":"what-if-4","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/?p=1649","title":{"rendered":"What if&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong><span style=\"font-size:130%;color:#cccccc;\">I seem to spend<br \/>a great deal of my life<br \/>trying&#8230;.<\/span><\/strong><br \/><strong><br \/><span style=\"font-size:130%;color:#cccccc;\">working<br \/>so very hard<br \/>to remain<br \/>positive&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>but sometimes<br \/>life just beats ya down<br \/>with it&#8217;s<br \/>sheer<br \/>lack o fairness<br \/>it truly<br \/>makes ya wonder<\/p>\n<p>I wonder<br \/>&#8216;what if?&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>I wonder often<br \/>what if<br \/>my Michael<br \/>hadn&#8217;t died?<\/p>\n<p>where would my life be now?<br \/>what would it look like?<br \/>would we be married?<br \/>would I have children?<br \/>would there be a little house?<br \/>would I still have the bar?<\/p>\n<p>would I be this lonely?<br \/>would I still feel like the<br \/>other half of my soul<br \/>was missing?<\/p>\n<p>what if?<br \/><\/span><\/strong><object height=\"344\" width=\"425\"><param name=\"movie\" value=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/v\/Mra9aUOwwfA&amp;hl=en\"><embed src=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/v\/Mra9aUOwwfA&#038;hl=en\" type=\"application\/x-shockwave-flash\" width=\"425\" height=\"344\"><\/embed><\/object><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I seem to spenda great deal of my lifetrying&#8230;.workingso very hardto remainpositive&#8230;. but sometimeslife just beats ya downwith it&#8217;ssheerlack o fairnessit trulymakes ya wonder I wonder&#8216;what if?&#8217; I wonder oftenwhat ifmy Michaelhadn&#8217;t died? where would my life be now?what would &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/?p=1649\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1649","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1649","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1649"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1649\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4581,"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1649\/revisions\/4581"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1649"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1649"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1649"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}