{"id":1591,"date":"2008-02-23T13:31:00","date_gmt":"2008-02-23T21:31:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/beltdrivebetty.com\/wyzwmnsworld\/?p=1591"},"modified":"2010-09-29T18:27:26","modified_gmt":"2010-09-30T01:27:26","slug":"an-apology-of-sorts-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/?p=1591","title":{"rendered":"an apology of sorts"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong><span style=\"font-size:130%;color:#ffccff;\">seems that I&#8217;ve created a blog reading monster<\/span><\/strong><br \/><strong><span style=\"font-size:130%;color:#ffccff;\">er two<\/span><\/strong><br \/><strong><span style=\"font-size:130%;color:#ffccff;\">LoL<\/span><\/strong><br \/><strong><span style=\"font-size:130%;color:#ffccff;\"><\/span><\/strong><br \/><strong><span style=\"font-size:130%;color:#ffccff;\">seems that I&#8217;m wasting time here cos I&#8217;m at another impasse &#8211; for 2 reasons<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><span style=\"font-size:130%;color:#ffccff;\">one is that my crohn&#8217;s has kicked into high gear in the last 48 hours (see what happens when I try and eat all healthy and shyte?) and my guts are making each and every centimeter of themselves known publically&#8230;if ya get my drift&#8230;can we say OWWWWWWWWWWWWW?<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><span style=\"font-size:130%;color:#ffccff;\">the other is that while I&#8217;m hard pressed to think about the story when I feel suspiciously like a trip to the hospital may be in my near future (so I&#8217;m surfing etc to try to focus elsewhere)&#8230;..truly I can&#8217;t decide how much more of this story detail to go into without releasing the value that will have every little bit of rot and hatred I&#8217;ve lived through come spewing out&#8230;cos while it may be cathartic&#8230;it likely won&#8217;t make me any friends.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><span style=\"font-size:130%;color:#ffccff;\">so I&#8217;m searching for my flow&#8230;without completely ruinin the whole damn story&#8230;. so stay tuned&#8230;<\/span><\/strong><br \/><strong><span style=\"font-size:130%;color:#ffccff;\"><\/span><\/strong><br \/><strong><span style=\"font-size:130%;color:#ffccff;\">and<br \/>&#8230;that&#8217;s my story and I&#8217;m stickin to it!<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>seems that I&#8217;ve created a blog reading monsterer twoLoLseems that I&#8217;m wasting time here cos I&#8217;m at another impasse &#8211; for 2 reasons one is that my crohn&#8217;s has kicked into high gear in the last 48 hours (see what &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/?p=1591\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1591","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1591","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1591"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1591\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4697,"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1591\/revisions\/4697"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1591"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1591"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1591"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}