{"id":1353,"date":"2007-04-28T11:37:00","date_gmt":"2007-04-28T18:37:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/beltdrivebetty.com\/wyzwmnsworld\/?p=1353"},"modified":"2010-09-29T18:28:43","modified_gmt":"2010-09-30T01:28:43","slug":"i-dont-know-why-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/?p=1353","title":{"rendered":"I don’t know why"},"content":{"rendered":"

people are always trying to fix me?<\/strong><\/span>
<\/strong><\/span>
if I say I’m gonna do something<\/strong><\/span>
invariably there’s 10 people<\/strong><\/span>
that can offer me <\/strong><\/span>
a different way to do it<\/strong><\/span>
or a better way to do it<\/strong><\/span>
or a more costly way to do it…<\/strong><\/span>
<\/strong><\/span>
see…..I’ve got a wee bit of psychosis<\/strong><\/span>
in the money department<\/strong><\/span>
I am never again going to knowingly<\/strong><\/span>
live beyond my means<\/strong><\/span>
<\/strong><\/span>
it’s not like I live in fear<\/strong><\/span>
but that kind of guilt, or remorse<\/strong><\/span>
damn near killed me the last time<\/strong><\/span>
and I didn’t do it<\/strong><\/span>
my ex did!<\/strong><\/span>
<\/strong><\/span>
I got robbed and he got away<\/strong><\/span>
but I still had to pay for the truck<\/strong><\/span>
2 HD’s and a trailer<\/strong><\/span>
not to mention the house I lost as a result<\/strong><\/span>
and my business<\/strong><\/span>
and my health….<\/strong><\/span>
<\/strong><\/span>
so I’ve learned my lesson<\/strong><\/span>
and I won’t go there…<\/strong><\/span>
<\/strong><\/span>
but no matter how often I say it<\/strong><\/span>
people are always trying to fix me!<\/strong><\/span>
<\/strong><\/span>
case in point<\/strong><\/span>
I need to buy a car<\/strong><\/span>
cos I live 25 min away<\/strong><\/span>
from my job<\/strong><\/span>
<\/strong><\/span>
I had decided to purchase<\/strong><\/span>
a beater <\/strong><\/span>
to tide me over till I get outta debt<\/strong><\/span>
so last night I’m cruising used car lots on line<\/strong><\/span>
and I find a couple of “potentials”<\/strong><\/span>
<\/strong><\/span>
this morning I went over to the VOD’s<\/strong><\/span>
to ask if she wants to come with <\/strong><\/span>
while I look<\/strong><\/span>
cos she’s the one <\/strong><\/span>
that has this big push on <\/strong><\/span>
for me to get a car<\/strong><\/span>
and stop driving hers<\/strong><\/span>
<\/strong><\/span>
I get it but I don’t<\/strong><\/span>
her pushing for me <\/strong><\/span>
to stop driving hers<\/strong><\/span>
if ya get my drift?<\/strong><\/span>
<\/strong><\/span>
she can’t drive right now<\/strong><\/span>
not cos she doesn’t know how<\/strong><\/span>
and not cos she’s too old<\/strong><\/span>
or infirm<\/strong><\/span>
she can’t drive cos she cancelled<\/strong><\/span>
her 2nd cataract surgery<\/strong><\/span>
and that means she can’t see properly<\/strong><\/span>
so she can’t drive<\/strong><\/span>
and now she’s decided <\/strong><\/span>
that I’m lying to her about what the Dr said<\/strong><\/span>
to get to use her car…<\/strong><\/span>
soooooo…I need to get a car<\/strong><\/span>
<\/strong><\/span>
but my question is<\/strong><\/span>
is it worse for her car to sit in the lot<\/strong><\/span>
with no use for a year and a half<\/strong><\/span>
or for me to use it <\/strong><\/span>
and save myself the trouble<\/strong><\/span>
of buying a car when I can’t really afford it yet?<\/strong><\/span>
but I digress yet again…<\/strong><\/span>
<\/strong><\/span>
so this morning I go over to the VOD’s <\/strong><\/span>
and ask<\/strong><\/span>
and she get’s all excited cos we’re goin to Kia<\/strong><\/span>
<\/strong><\/span>
I say…Kia? nobody said nuttin about Kia<\/strong><\/span>
she says “well I keep telling you <\/strong><\/span>
that you can get a brand new Kia <\/strong><\/span>
for payments of less than <\/strong><\/span>
200.00 a mth over 5 years”<\/strong><\/span>
and I say…”but I don’t want a Kia”<\/strong><\/span>
and then she’s off to the races about what <\/strong><\/span>
a PITA I am<\/strong><\/span>
<\/strong><\/span>
uhhhh wait?<\/strong><\/span>
excuse me?<\/strong><\/span>
I’m the pain in the ass <\/strong><\/span>
cos I’ve just come outta <\/strong><\/span>
a bankruptcy<\/strong><\/span>
and don’t want to go any further<\/strong><\/span>
into debt than I need to at this juncture?<\/strong><\/span>
<\/strong><\/span>
cos I want to buy a beater?<\/strong><\/span>
wasn’t it just yesterday you were <\/strong><\/span>
harpin at me to sink 1000.00 into the <\/strong><\/span>
old hundred dollar car <\/strong><\/span>
to get it back on the road?<\/strong><\/span>
are you outta yer mind?<\/strong><\/span>
<\/strong><\/span>
WTF?<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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