{"id":1327,"date":"2007-03-13T18:13:00","date_gmt":"2007-03-14T01:13:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/beltdrivebetty.com\/wyzwmnsworld\/?p=1327"},"modified":"2010-09-29T18:28:44","modified_gmt":"2010-09-30T01:28:44","slug":"shhhhhhhhhhh-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/?p=1327","title":{"rendered":"Shhhhhhhhhhh"},"content":{"rendered":"

it’s a secret….<\/span>
<\/span>
Satan is living<\/span>
inside my boss<\/span>
<\/span>
and I think he’s trying <\/span>
to bust out!<\/span>
<\/span>
today the woman <\/span>
gives me a freakin 40 minute speach<\/span>
all about how she’s figured out<\/span>
that I’m “hiding” behind my weight<\/span>
and that I should let the real me out<\/span>
<\/span>
I damn near slapped her<\/span>
I was able to stop myself<\/span>
<\/span>
but she keep on needling me<\/span>
until I snapped<\/span>
<\/span>
so….<\/span>
I told her that she continues <\/span>
to talk to me <\/span>
like I’m stupid <\/span>
er something<\/span>
<\/span>
and I’m not<\/span>
I know full well why I’m overweight<\/span>
besides the over riding health issues<\/span>
<\/span>
the very fact that <\/span>
my whole identity was tied up <\/span>
in my “beauty” for the first 3\/4ths of my life<\/span>
and that fact<\/span>
coupled with the fact that I was<\/span>
raped and sodomized for years<\/span>
on account of – or as a result of<\/span>
that “beauty” <\/span>
was a deciding factor <\/span>
in my weight gain<\/span>
<\/span>
the “expectations” that evolved<\/span>
in the people around me<\/span>
due to my “beauty” <\/span>
made me insane…<\/span>
….literally<\/span>
<\/span>
so I got fat<\/span>
and bald<\/span>
and those expectations<\/span>
went away<\/span>
<\/span>
and I turned and walked away<\/span>
to a stunned silence<\/span>
<\/span>
betcha she thinks twice<\/span>
about needling me <\/span>
about personal stuff<\/span>
again….<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

it’s a secret….Satan is livinginside my bossand I think he’s trying to bust out!today the woman gives me a freakin 40 minute speachall about how she’s figured outthat I’m “hiding” behind my weightand that I should let the real me … Continue reading →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1327","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1327","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1327"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1327\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5225,"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1327\/revisions\/5225"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1327"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1327"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1327"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}