{"id":130,"date":"2006-01-04T05:50:00","date_gmt":"2006-01-04T05:50:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/beltdrivebetty.com\/wyzwmnsworld\/?p=130"},"modified":"2010-09-29T18:30:08","modified_gmt":"2010-09-30T01:30:08","slug":"happy-new-years","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/?p=130","title":{"rendered":"Happy New Years…"},"content":{"rendered":"

I have been sitting here <\/span>
for hours <\/span>
playing <\/span>
online solitaire<\/span>
and<\/span>
trying to come to terms <\/span>
with the fact <\/span>
that my sister<\/span>
is<\/span>
and remains<\/span>
an undying,<\/span>
dyed in the wool<\/span>
bitch. (period – end of sentence)<\/span>
<\/span>
what the fuck ever possessed me <\/span>
to think<\/span>
that this time would be different?<\/span>
what would make me think <\/span>
that this time<\/span>
it would be ok?<\/span>
<\/span>
jezuz<\/span>
<\/span>
and she’s only been here 24 hours<\/span>
by the time her 2 week visit ends<\/span>
I should be god damn near<\/span>
committable<\/span>
<\/span>
she remains ever reliant <\/span>
upon the fact that this family<\/span>
will avoid conflict at all costs<\/span>
<\/span>
maybe this time we won’t<\/span>
maybe this time I will couch it in the verbiage <\/span>
of “conflict resolution”<\/span>
<\/span>
“it really bothers me when you are mean and dismissive”<\/span>
“it really bothers me when you are derisive and rude”<\/span>
<\/span>
“it would hurt my feelings substantially less if you would treat me with the common garden variety courtesy that you treat strangers”<\/span>
<\/span>
“when you treat me this way it makes me sad, it breaks my heart to have a better relationship with people I ride with than my own sister and I feel that I will no longer allow you that kind of power in my life. If this means I must cut you out of it, that will be your decision”<\/span>
<\/span>
yah<\/span>
well<\/span>
not likely<\/span>
I’m more likely to say <\/span>
“yer a bitch – shaddup and fuck off”<\/span>
<\/span>
but the thought’s there.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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