{"id":1052,"date":"2005-06-06T22:01:00","date_gmt":"2005-06-07T05:01:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/beltdrivebetty.com\/wyzwmnsworld\/?p=1052"},"modified":"2010-09-29T18:31:03","modified_gmt":"2010-09-30T01:31:03","slug":"more-introspection-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/wyzwmn9444.live-website.com\/?p=1052","title":{"rendered":"more introspection"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\">I&#8217;ve been thinking about how giddy I&#8217;ve been lately<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\"><\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\">sometimes I think it&#8217;s cos I&#8217;m nuts.<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\">at least&#8230;<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\">that&#8217;s what I&#8217;m telling others&#8230;<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\"><\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\">but I know<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\"><\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\">it&#8217;s glee<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\">it&#8217;s good humor<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\">it&#8217;s happiness<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\"><\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\">cos<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\">ya can&#8217;t have been sick as long as I have<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\">and then get to the point where you can leave home <\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\">once and as while<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\">and not get gleefully<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\"><\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\">truly<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\">after being sick for somewhere between 20 and 30 years<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\">(the courts still out on when it actually started)<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\">getting to a point in my life <\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\">were I can go off and play every now and then<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\">its absolutely liberating!<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\"><\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\">it completely boggles my mind <\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\">when I think of the years I&#8217;ve spent <\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\">and the dollars I&#8217;ve spent on this disease<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\"><\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\">and for a long time <\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\">when I first started feeling better<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\">I was afraid to believe&#8230;<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\">but now I do<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\"><\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\">and I am eternally grateful<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\"><\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\">I am fully cognizant that it may not last<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\">but I&#8217;m gonna enjoy what I&#8217;ve got<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\">while I can<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\"><\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family:verdana;\">because I like me giddy!<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family:Verdana;\"><\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family:Verdana;\">remember the <a href=\"http:\/\/duirwaighgallery.com\/inspiration_trailer.htm\"><span style=\"font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;\">Duirwaigh<\/span><\/a><span style=\"font-size:130%;\">!<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve been thinking about how giddy I&#8217;ve been latelysometimes I think it&#8217;s cos I&#8217;m nuts.at least&#8230;that&#8217;s what I&#8217;m telling others&#8230;but I knowit&#8217;s gleeit&#8217;s good humorit&#8217;s happinesscosya can&#8217;t have been sick as long as I haveand then get to the point &hellip; 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