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my immortal
i’m so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
because your presence still lingers here
and it won’t leave me alone

these wounds won’t seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there’s just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i’d wipe away all of your tears
when you’d scream i’d fight away all of your fears
and i’ve held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now i’m bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

these wounds won’t seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there’s just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i’d wipe away all of your tears
when you’d scream i’d fight away all of your fears
and i’ve held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

i’ve tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone
and though you’re still with me

I hate being held captive by my health
I damn near walked off the job yesterday
had my coat on and was ready to leave
and then stopped at the door and remembered
that it was the medical plan the got me there in the first place
if I don’t have medical I have to give up
trike insurance
car insurance
cell phone
tv cable
adsl
gas
and likely groceries
to cover medicine costs

but fuck a duck soundly
I’m fed up with that place this week

sometimes this business of being and adult
and making sound adult decisions
sux

later….