sometimes I feel like life is futile
I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again
the only joy I have in my life is riding
to ride is to follow my bliss…
I have no kids
I have no partner or relationship
my job sux more and more every day
I’m tired of being broke
and not having means to do anything but subsist
and now my shoulder is requiring that I not ride
what the fuck am I supposed to do with that?
it’s futile
Work is pissin me off again
seems it happens in fits n starts
I get to the stage where I figure
that’s it – I’ve had enough
then sommat nice happens
and I change my mind and decide to stay
and we’re all comfy cosy for a week er two
and then it starts all over again!
jeeeeeeeez
I just don’t seem to be able to get a handle
on the “color of the sky” at the management level
I mean really
do they think all this stuff that they are implimenting
right now to fight the “morale issue”
is really gonna make a difference?
while I appreciate the effort
once again – to me
it’s too little too late
truly
if there was seriously some support
for one who has issues
without
month’s of red tape
or abject stupidity on behalf of the
powers that be
maybe there wouldn’t be rumbles
off a mass exodus out the door
when the March bonus gets paid?
then again
maybe not!
still
they just don’t seem to get
that it’s all about momentum
get the ball rolling
and keep it rolling
but don’t drop it
don’t let it stop
momentum!
