WyzWmn's World©

Like an old fool…

what the hell is it about me
that keeps me so reticent to take a chance
on a new job?
or writing for a living?

why is it that so many people
tell me that I can write
and I don’t beleive them?

why is it that
I continue to beat myself up
about not being the kind of person
that I want to be
as opposed to this half life of
being who I think “they”
need me to be?

I’ve been offered so much
and I seem to be able to accept so little
why can’t I just say thanks
and be done with it?

there’s just no fool like an old fool
and that’s the damn truth

so…here I am all snuggly in my jammies…

I’ve had my first “ride” of the season, laughs, more riding, more laughs…

and then I came home and at the last set of lights from home, which is about 3 car lengths from my driveway, I’m sitting at the red behind this woman in a VW Jetta singing away to my tunage…

and doesn’t she take it upon herself to wash her windsheild?

and doesn’t about 2/3 of what she sprays come completely over her car?

and doesn’t it skip my front end and my windshield and get me right in the yap?

cos honestly – when is my yap ever closed??

but I digress….

I came home and had a meal and my meds to stave off the boggie man and then I had a hot soak in the tub to relax all them muscles that I haven’t used since September (who knew I had muscles there???) and a little icy hot for the stiff shoulder…

I climb into bed and think “this has got to be just a little bit of heaven”….

I close my eyes and just before I drift off – I picture the sight my eyes beheld upon arriving at Timmies this evening and my eyes snap open as I remember…my brother’s and sister’s of the road clapping and cheering…”The Pickle Lives”

Damn I love this club!

cos I know that you all know how much it means to me to be back on the road – and I know that you all know how much you all mean to me….

and here I sit…me, the story teller…without the words to say it in a manner that will touch each and everyone of you the way your friendship has touched me

so Thanks

and….say g’night Dick!