judgy mcjudgerson….

have you ever found yourself
in the position
to have a friend
really seriously
disappoint you
with their life choices?

what do you do?

do you go
“not my lobster, not my trap”
and move on?

or do you stew
about how completely
stupid
their choices are
and how hurtful
they are to most
of the people
around them?

with the understanding
that they are making their choices
win, lose or fail
and it’s really no one’s business
they will suffer the consequences
of these actions
without assistance
from those they have
disappointed?

trying to not
sit in judgement
of someone
is a very hard lesson
for me
to learn

cos I can’t help
but think
stupid is
as stupid does…

and srsly?
why is this
causing me
so much discomfort

probably
because I feel lied to
and taken advantage of

it’s rubbish
that’s what!

<end rant>

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Simple is good.

I am calm
refreshed
rejuvenated

my mind is void
of stress
anxiety
and fear
and all that noise
that’s been taking place
in there for the last year

two weeks
of being cared for
will do that to you

I was thinking
on my way home
from the airport
last night
while basking
in the glow
of a full moon
that I’m truly blessed
to have had the love
and support I’ve had
over the last few weeks

I miss my dad
I think of him
a hundred times
a day

but I’ve released
the anguish
and seem to be able
to return to the simple

he and I were good friends
and I’ll miss that in my life
I’ve started to call him
a thousand times
to share a story

it doesn’t make me
burst into tears
at the moment…

I like simple
at the moment
Simple is good.

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