Chapter 69

the sound: Styx – Come Sail Away, Styx – Blue Collar Man, Styx – Renegade, Styx – Too Much Time on my Hands, Styx – Babe, Styx – Madame Blue, Styx – Lady, Styx – Show me the Way, Styx – Boat on the River, Styx – Mr. Roboto

At the bottom of the stairs we were greeted by Rosie. I’d not even known that she was in the area, let alone in the building.

She too was carrying a rifle.

“I feel like I’ve been dropped into a grade B wild Wild West movie” I mussed.

Rosie and her mother exchanged hugs and when she turned to me I asked her once again if she’d tell me what was going on…and for some strange reason this time she decided that she would….I don’t know what the difference was…maybe it was the fact that we were all standing there holding guns.

Rosie sighed and then replied tersely, “Robert owes some money…a rather large amount of money and not to Grey this time. Once again he made a deal to pay someone off, but because he was in jail he missed the drop date. They’ve come to collect.”

“Just how large a sum are we talking about?” I asked and Rosie told me that it was more than 50 large.

“What will they do?” I asked

“I’m not exactly sure” was her reply, “last time they shot all the windows outta the house and blew up Mama’s Cadillac in the driveway”

“Last time?” I asked with incredulity…”this happens kinda regular like does it?” at which point I began to look around the shelter and discovered it was actually somewhat like a cement bunker and that it was rather obviously used for storage….that or that in fact this did happen quite regular like.

The shelter was well stocked. There were boxes of dry good foodstuffs, barrels of liquid and cases of liquor down there. There were camp cots, and a folding chair and tables. A person could likely survive a long time if need be.

I stood there looking about and spotted the 4 serving women and the butler up against the far wall. All 5 of them were also holding guns.

I also wasn’t at all amused to see box after box of shells.

Surprisingly enough, I wasn’t as afraid as I should have been. I felt rather like I wasn’t really myself and I was beginning to understand how Alice felt after falling through the looking glass.

“Robert means well…” Rosie began but she was over run by Mrs. K’s announcing that “all her boys were strong, each in different areas, Roibhilín’s area of expertise is the creation of conflict…just like his fadder.”

“You may have mentioned” I began only to be stilled by a large boom…the concussion caused the house to shudder and I dropped the shotgun to put my arms over my head as dust filtered down from the ceiling of the shelter.

“The bastards have blown up the garage” Rosie yelled and started up the stairs. I grabbed at her but it was her mother’s whip crack voice that stopped her in her tracks “Siobhán! You’ll nae be goin oot dere!”

Rosie turned and came down the stairs – looking rather disgusted. We all settled down amongst the boxes and barrels to wait what may come.

In the end the damage to the garage and Cadillac was extensive. The damage to the house minimal as the garage was separate. We waited for what seemed like hours for a sign is was safe to return to the main part of the house and didn’t do so until Barry came hobbling in on crutches to get us.

We found out later that it was actually Barry that had appeased the “collector” by giving them Robert’s motorcycle.

“Betcha that goes over well with the big guy” I thought as I listened to him explain his actions to his mother.

Mrs. K just patted him on the arm and put her shotgun back into it’s slot in the gun cupboard.

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In the Still of the Night…

I wake up in a strange house
in a strange bed
from the depths
of a deep
dark
drug induced sleep….

I wake up to the sound of the dog barking

not the yappy dog of my past
but the big rough baritone bark
of a full sized guard dog…

in an instant I remember
I am at the cuz’s house
house sitting and dog sitting
while they are away…

I holler the dog’s name
but he continues to bark….

I roll over groping for my glasses
so I can see the clock

it’s 1:31 AM
I’ve been asleep for possibly 4 hours

my head is muzzy
and my heart is racing

it is pitch dark
in this house

I lay listening to the sound of
the wind blowing
through the leaves
of the old growth trees
in the yard and the green space
behind the house
I can hear nothing else
but for the sound of my racing heart….

why can’t I still
my racing heart?

the dog begins to bark again…
he’s pacing
not racing
but pacing from the front door
to the back

this big old dog that I am here
to care for
that has barked but once
in 10 days
and that was at a motorcycle
2 doors over…

the private old neighbourhood
cul de sac is quiet
traffic free
sleeping…
but for the sound of the dog barking

what do I do?
I feel vulnerable
in my own home I know where
the tools of protection are kept
a simple 2 feet from my bed

in this big old house
they could be a whole floor away
a distance of 30 seconds
can make a difference between life and death

“you watch too much tv”
I tell myself

I look at the clock again
1:40
the dog is still barking
do I turn on a light?
what good will that do in the set up
of this house…

I get out of bed and tiptoe
to the bedroom window
the size of a picture window
I now realize
I peer through the blinds
and see nothing untoward…
no people
no animals
no out of place cars

the dog is still barking
my heart is still racing
I turn on the overhead light
as I pull on my robe…

maybe that’s not such a good idea?
now I can see in the room
but so can anyone outside of the room

“you watch too much tv”
I admonish myself again…

I exit the room
and
I literally creep down the hallway
towards the living room
or kitchen

I freeze as I hear a noise
and I realize the dog is no longer barking

I take a deep breath
and swing around into the living room doorway
flipping on the overhead light as I do so

there’s a man sitting on the couch

the dog is standing in front of him
and begins barking again

wtf?
I grab for the phone on it’s base
beside me
and race into the bathroom
slamming the door behind me
and locking it

as I look at myself in the big mirror
over the vanity
my heart is racing doubly fast again
terror written all over my face
eye’s big
mouth open
panting

I realize I should dial
911

then
almost at once I realize that the dog
has stopped barking
and the man is calling me by name
through the door

WTF?

I take a deep breath
and listen to what he’s saying
his name is Brandon
and he works for my cousin
he used to live here
he thought there was no one here
he’s had a fight with his lady
he thought no one was here
he’s had “a couple” of beer
he thought no one was here
he knows that the cousin is away
he thought no one was here
he didn’t mean to scare me
he thought no one was here
he’s sorry he woke me
he thought no one was here
he thought no one was here
he thought no one was here
he thought no one was here
until the dog started to bark
he thought no one was here
he’ll leave….
he thought no one was here

almost in one sentence

he thought no one was here
I hear the sound of the front door closing
and I rest my forehead on the glass of the mirror
as I calm my breathing
and slow the pace
of my racing heart

out the window
I hear the sound of a car starting
and pulling away from the side of the house…
and I sit on the throne
for a minute or two
gathering my wits before
coming out of the bathroom…

in the still of the night
I realize
I watch too much tv….

I check the locks on the doors
and get back into bed
but I can’t sleep now
I’m too awake now
in the still of the night
I flip on the tv…

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