is over
I’ve had my say
for the most part
in venues I needed to
I don’t know if anything
was accomplished
I somehow doubt
anything has really changed
except me
but I said much of what I needed to
whether or not anyone agreed
probably doesn’t really matter anymore
there was a kind of heat surrounding
my need to address things
and it’s gone now
it’s been replaced
by a deep deep
sadness
a great feeling of loss
for what once was
for the first time in a
long long time
I don’t have
a feeling of anticipation
about anything
I just feel
dreary
slightly ill
and
sad.